On the outside looking in...

This is how I feel. We have not been to family holidays for about 3 years now due to rift in my family. Only myself, my hubby, and my daughter. One particular family member decided that I married the wrong person...and disowned us, It is hard everytime a holiday, birthday, anything comes up because I feel so sad and left out. My daughter suffers too. It is childish to waste the years on trivial things. I have done nothing wrong. What is my mistake? I married someone I met online. So my family member wants nothing to do with this person therefore we r no longer invited to participate in anything. So when my family goes every holiday to be together...we have our own holiday. It is very sad and lonely sometimes...but I just pray he grows out of his childnish before one of us dies...literally. Last time he disowned a family member was my Grandma and he finally came around when she died. I guess if I die or my husband dies all will be forgiven. I am very upset at the moment pls forgive my morbid thoughts and bling. I just found out they r having Christmas there again at this family members house where all will be...but us. :( I am so upset and have had it. anyways...Merry Christmas. Pls don't take for granted family and spend as much time possible with them as u can. U never know when u will not be able to.

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