Never Give Up 2013

One of These Days When I Grow Up
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"the world did not make me so, it will not break me." Quote

Heart Break Warfare

"No, I don't worry. I tell you, I am a man who believed that I died 20 years ago, and I live like a man who is dead already. I have no fear, whatsoever, of anybody or anything." ~Malcom X

Whitney Houston One Moment In Time

Our objective is complete freedom, justice and equality by any means necessary. If you're not ready to die for it, put the word 'freedom' out of your vocabulary. The price of freedom is death. Respect me or put me to death. ~Malcom X 

Life’s a wheel of fortune and it’s my chance to spin it. ~Tupac Shakur

Moon Walker

The Pursuit of Happiness 2013

Mind Control - America's Secret War 
(The History Channel)

Electronic Harassment Surveillance the Police State

Learn From Adversity: 2013 (Snake Year)

"America, America, America, I charge you with the crime of rape, murder, and assault." ~Tupac Shakur
 "One day I’m gonna bust, blow up on this society, why did you lie to me, I couldn’t find a trace of humanity." ~Tupac Shakur

By Any Means Necessary ~ Malcom X

Exposing The Media: The Industry Part 78

Targeted Individuals (T.I's) #31 by Marsboy683

MKULTRA Military Intelligence #13
Ritual Abuse, MKULTRA & Gangstalking

Peter Levenda: Project Paperclip, MK-Ultra, Dark History of America 2/23/2013

Monarch Chapter 10A: Mk Ultra Scientist 
(Microwave Burn Technology & Direct Energy Weapons)

Military Technology Can Influence Dreams

Dr. John Hall discusses gangstalking and mental rape/influenced nightmare's of rape
The problem is that artificial telepathy provides the perfect weapon for mental torture and information theft. It provides an extremely powerful means for exploiting, harassing, controlling, and raping the mind of any person on earth. It opens the window to quasi-demonic possession of another person’s soul. Most people who experience this abusive form of “artificial telepathy” feel as if their mind has been raped. 

***Favorite Blingee Profile: AlwaysWellSaid
(not because of her art world, but because we have a lot in common)

""I'm a lucid dreamer and I've lately noticed I've been making Blingee's in my sleep, too."  : ) but true....
When I have nightmares I actually fling myself off the bed trying to get away...but not too many nightmares.  : )   : )" (end quote)

Yahoo Daily Extended 3-20-2013

"It's time to let go! You may find that your energy is actually dominant today, but that should give you the opportunity to walk away from whatever you've been trying to control too heavily.

Be careful about getting too caught up in your dreams right now -- the nocturnal ones, not the ones that inspire your day to day goals. Just because the odd images that your brain cooks up while you sleep are captivating doesn't mean that they are meaningful. Jot them down if you must, but don't take any heavy meaning from them. There may be some issues being addressed by your subconscious, but don't worry. If you need to think about them, they'll come up to your conscious mind." ~Scorpio

Yahoo Daily 4-7-2013

"A dream message comes back to you just in time to make a real difference. You may avert a minor disaster or lace yourself in the path of someone you've been meaning to reconnect with." ~Scorpio

Yahoo Daily Extended 4/16/2013

"Just because your dreams have been giving you interesting messages lately doesn't mean that you have to try to decode all of them. Sometimes, dreams are just dreams and nothing more. If you worry that you have to figure things out in your life, then look to your waking hours instead of your sleeping ones -- there are far clearer clues there for you to unravel. Attributing greater meaning to what your brain does at night could be a way of putting off accepting the reality of your situation." ~Scorpio

Making Up Fairy Tales

Project Monarch slaves were referred to as "Chosen Ones". 'Torture to the point just before death, such as with Death's Door programming, was 
jointly used by the Catholic Jesuits and the CIA in Project Monarch. It was the voices of my mind-control programmers and handlers that I later heard guiding 
me. Freedom Train" is the internationally recognized cryptic code term for Project Monarch 
slave operations that I heard repeatedly throughout my victimization.

My MPD/DID existence became more regimented from that point on. I was 
kept physically worn down to the point of exhaustion in order that I be 
sufficiently receptive to my father's limited hypnotic programming capabilities 
to condition my mind for mind control. The pornography I was forced to 
anticipate in became much more violent immediately after Byrd, switching me 
from predominantly pedophile and bestiality themes to torturous versions of 
sadomasochism (S&M). My father and mother worked in tandem daily to 
"break my spirit," destroying any remnants left of my self-confidence, tearing 
down my self-esteem, and thus annihilating my free will urges. They 
conditioned/taught me my dreams were reality and my reality were dreams, that 
black is white and up is down. "Good night, sleep tight, dream about your 
mommy and daddy" is what I heard every night. This was intended to confuse 
my mind to believe incest in the middle of the night was "just a bad dream".
Uncle Bob filmed Pepe and I pornographically on numerous occasions, 
producing bestiality films that I would later learn Pierre Trudeau was privy to. 
Pepe remained a part of my experience long after Grandpa Van divorced 
himself from my Grandma, and long after I developed beyond Trudeau's 
perversion for little children. 
 When my father brought me to Mackinac 
Island for routine prostitution at the Political Retreat, VanderJagt introduced me 
to a new friend he had made now that he was in Washington, D.C. as a U.S. 
Congressman-U.S. Senator Robert C. Byrd, Democrat from West Virginia. 
Byrd had been a U.S. Senator as long as I had been alive, serving as Senate 
Whip and later as President Pro Tempore of the Senate and as the all powerful 
Senate Appropriations leader. Byrd commanded attention and respect from all 
who came in contact with him, particularly from my father. When we were left 
alone in his room, he loomed over me in a threatening stance. His cold, blue 
slitty eyes locked onto mine. I undressed and climbed into his bed as ordered. 
I was momentarily relieved to find that his penis was abnormally tiny — so small 
it didn't even hurt! And I could breathe with it in my mouth! Then he began to 
indulge himself in his brutal perversions, talking on and on about how I was 
"made just for him" due to the vast amounts of pain I could withstand. The 
spankings and police handcuffs I had previously endured were child's play 
compared to Senator Byrd's near death tortures. The hundreds of scars on my 
body still show today. With VanderJagt, sex was a matter of "how much I 
could give," whereas with Byrd it was "how much I could take". And I was 
forced to take mote pain than any human could logically withstand. I was 
dedicated to Byrd at age thirteen which meant he would be directing my future 
in Project Monarch, and my father would raise me according to his specifications. Tranceformation of America by Cathy O Brien
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"I don't need sex, the government fucks me everyday...." The torture consist of body overheating, body extremely cold, seizures, heart pain, ear aches, itching behind eyes, burning behind eyes, targeting pain to individual parts of the body, swelling, headaches, involuntary movement of limbs, exhaustion, speeding and heart racing, mind paralyses, being hypnotized or placed in a trance type state, being tracked through your body like an animal, etc. They also use sleep deprivation and constant harassment which makes it easier for the corrupt officials to use mind control. V2K/voice to skull - hearing someone talk to you and hologram type hallucinations - seeing things and some say actually smelling the odor of what you are seeing.  This technology is used to make the person appear to have a mental problem. After all if someone states they are seeing and hearing things - which they actually are - they are perceived to be mentally unstable. They are also using voice morphing to copy the voices of the victims, which they use to contact the victim's family, friends and others pretending to be the victim. They also induce sexual stimulation in some of the victims and some have stated they may have been raped. The mind control can lead to death from heart attacks, strokes, aneurysms, and other natural causes, with the real cause of death -electromagnetic assaults and mind control - undetectable. The mind control can also make a victim commit suicide and even commit murder. Rape" as often reported in posts by OS/EH This is a quote from the petition section of the FFCHS June 12 Newsletter: "... false imprisonment due to victimization as a target, rape, ..." "Rape" as often reported in posts by OS/EH targets is NOT, as I understand the posts,  the entrance of a rapist into the home of the target and the commission of a physical rape as recognized in law. Instead, again my understanding, EH rape is the physical manipulation of the target's female genitalia by remote manipulation technology, seemingly the same technology which is responsible for shaking things and other forms of remote physical manipulation. Now EH rape is one of the most sophisticated forms of electronic harassment and is not do-able by any current taught-in-school signal type. No technology has even remotely come  close to being demonstrated which can do this. Microwave carrier ULF-UHF induction method This method uses a microwave signal modulated with either an audio, video or other form of data or signal. It then transmits the microwave energy with the VDI carrier signal to the target. Each persons reaction can be slightly different which makes it hard to diagnose as such. This form of harassment causes "voices", random "images" and other such phenomenon to occur. Similar technology was developed over 10 years ago for communication research between humans and dolphins. A similar device is also known as the wireless neurophone. There are many patents for similar devices. This device can be placed at targets home and remotely operated. Direct contact induction method This method requires direct contact with the skin of the target. VDI is induced by means of the skin acting an a capacitive variable in a sort of harmonic resonator circuit. The DCI method uses a simple high voltage DC carrier modulated with the VDI signal, this is coupled to the targets body using capacitive skin plates which need to contact any part of the skin on the body. The signal is interpreted by nerves below the skin surface and the brain recognizes these signals as such and processes them, thus the images or sounds or data appear to the target without the use of their eyes, ears or visual observations. A similar device is also known as the neurophone. There are many patents for similar devices. Evidence of unauthorized use on ones body are: two or more circular red marks on the exterior of the skin or two or more blisters. Magnetic pulse induction method The neurons within the nerves and brain of the human body are very sensitive to magnetic fields. The MPI method uses an induction coil to induce a low to medium flux density in and around the brain thus causing the neurons to misroute, slow down or revert. This form of electronic VDI harassment is often diagnosed as EMI (electromagnetic interference) sensitivity. This is similar to an individual getting headaches from extended usage of their cellular phone or nausea from being around power lines for extended periods of time. This method can be a device implanted within ones home or surroundings and can be remotely operated. 

My accounts online: Deiona Muhammad on Facebook/Myspace
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Sites For Targeted Individuals:

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Origins and Techniques of Monarch Mind Control


Monarch Programming is a method of mind control used by numerous organizations for covert purposes. It is a continuation of project MK-ULTRA, a mind-control program developed by the CIA, and tested on the military  and civilians. The methods are astonishingly sadistic (its entire purpose is to traumatize the victim)  and  the expected results are horrifying: The creation of a mind-controlled slave who can be triggered at anytime to perform any action required by the handler.  While mass media ignores this issue, over 2 million Americans have gone through the horrors of this program. This article looks at the origins of Monarch programming and some of its methods and symbolism.

Step Up & Support

Some Facts on Synthethic Telepathy

Wide Awake (Facts on Artifical Intelligence)

Terms Perpetrators Use:

Sick Blingee Promotion: You Can't See Me

To nourish children and raise them against odds is in any time, any place, more valuable than to fix bolts in cars or design nuclear weapons. ~Marilyn French 

Medusa Weapons Used On Children:

On the Bright Side

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From every wound there is a scar, and every scar tells a story. A story that says, "I have survived." 

"My biggest thing is to tell people not to be afraid. Because everything that people fear, I've had happen to me and I'm still okay." ~Gangstalking: Mike German and Scott Crow discuss FBI's expanded domestic surveillance program (on youtube)

"The bully- that's the establishment- they know how to beat people up. They know how to gas them and they have the arms and equipment. And the mistake that was made was that the kids ended up playing their game of violence. And they know how to be one can tell me that violence is the way."
 ~John Lennon

“I think there are plenty of good people in America, but there are also plenty of bad people in America and the bad ones are the ones who seem to have all the power and be in these positions to block things that you and I need. Because this is the situation, you and I have to preserve the right to do what is necessary to bring an end to that situation, and it doesn’t mean that I advocate violence, but at the same time I am not against using violence in self-defense. I don’t even call it violence when it’s self-defense, I call it intelligence.” -”
— Malcolm X (1925-1965)

"It's a shame that our society is rigged to protect corruption. You would think that blowing the whistle is a good thing. Instead crime is being glorified and justice and truth telling is criminalized." ~F Jones
You can break a woman temporarily but, a real woman will always pick up the pieces, rebuild herself and become stronger than ever. The deeper your scars, the more there is to fill them up with love. Don't hate your scars, appreciate their depth. ~Fight For Life (on FB) and Daniel Chidiac 

Security is when everything is settled, when nothing can happen to you; security is the denial of life. 
~Germaine Greer

"...years ago I said that war which may follow this one (World War II),
would be waged in the field of the world religions. It will be fought
largely with mental weapons and in the world of thought; it 
will involve also the emotional realm, from the standpoint of
idealistic fanaticism. This inherent fanaticism will fight against
the appearance of the coming world religion and spread
of esotericism...." ~Alice Bailey

Truther Girls-Are DMT Plants and third eye activism demonic? (
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(Get Up lyrics)

"I guarantee you that I will spark the brain that will change the world. And that's our job, It's to spark somebody else watching us. We might not be the one's, but let's not be selfish and because we not gonna change the world let's not talk about how we should change it. I don't know how to change it, but I know if I keep talking about how dirty it is out here, somebody's gonna clean it up." -Tupac Shakur "Me Against The World" 

"I thought I had a lot of friend's but, in the end I died alone. Wars come and go, but my soldiers stay eternal." ~2Pac (so much for $7,000 holograms of dead time he should rap to 'Me Against The World' with Dre and Snoop)

Hell on Earth-Death of An Angel

Grizzly Man Documentary (Targeted Individual)

Laws are like spiders web: if some poor weak creature comes up against them, it is caught; but a bigger one can break through and get away. I grow old ever learning many things. ~Solon

By Serge Monast Originally Published 1994 [Note: Serge Monast [1945 - December 5, 1996] and another journalist, both of whom were researching Project Blue Beam, died of "heart attacks" within weeks of each other although neither had a history of heart disease. Serge was in Canada. The other Canadian journalist was visiting Ireland. Prior to his death, the Canadian government abducted Serge's daughter in an attempt to dissuade him from pursuing his research into Project Blue Beam. His daughter was never returned. Pseudo-heart attacks are one of the alleged methods of death induced by Project Blue Beam.] [Update from Ken Adachi: February 17, 2009: I'm only begininng to now fully grasp the entire breath of Serge Monast's contributions to humanity and the unbelieveable courage he demonstrated in coming out with these incredible revelations which were secretly or anonymously given to him by contrite politicians, military people, or intelligence people who still possessed a conscience and a sense of humanity. _________________________""Now, if artificial telepathy were entirely voluntary, like a conversation between friends sitting across the room from one other, it might be kind of cool. One could talk back and forth with one’s friend, exchanging verbal thoughts exact...l...y as if speaking on the phone, but without ever using one’s voice or mouth. It’s a completely silent, subvocal form of speech. Between lovers, this would be beautiful. The problem is that artificial telepathy provides the perfect weapon for mental torture and information theft. It provides an extremely powerful means for exploiting, harassing, controlling, and raping the mind of any person on earth. It opens the window to quasi-demonic possession of another person’s soul. When used as a “nonlethal” weapons system it becomes an ideal means for neutralizing or discrediting a political opponent. Peace protestors, inconvenient journalists and the leaders of vocal opposition groups can be stunned into silence with this weapon. Artificial telepathy also offers an ideal means for complete invasion of privacy. If all thoughts can be read, then Passwords, PIN numbers, and personal secrets simply cannot be protected. One cannot be alone in the bathroom or shower. Embarrassing private moments cannot be hidden: they are subject to all manner of hurtful comments and remarks. Evidence can be collected for blackmail with tremendous ease: all the wrongs or moral lapses of one’s past are up for review. Like a perverted phone caller, a hostile person with this technology in hand can call at any time of day, all day long. Sleep can be disrupted. Prayers can be desecrated, religious beliefs mocked. Business meetings can be interrupted, thoughts derailed. Love can be polluted, perverted, twisted, abused. Dreams can be invaded, fond memories trashed. The attacker cannot be seen or identified, the attack cannot be stopped, and the psychological damage is enormous. But there is no physical damage, not one single mark is left on the body and there is absolutely no proof that any crime or any violation ever took place! Everything that “happens” to the victim happens inside the victim’s head. What physical evidence is there to give the police? Without physical evidence, how can one photograph the “crime scene” or fingerprint the stalker? There are no footprints leading to or from the scene. Indeed, there is no physical scene at all, and no evidence that an attack ever took place. Most people who experience this abusive form of “artificial telepathy” feel as if their mind has been raped. They find themselves hunted, stalked, harassed and abused by a person or persons who refuse to give their names, who defile one’s mind with the most foul and perverse language imaginable, and who refuse to hang up or go away. The caller or callers delight in the perverse and sadistic torture of their targets. Furthermore, they delight in violating the privacy of their targets, reading the target’s mind and commenting on everything the target thinks, in an effort to demonstrate as brutally as possible that the target has no privacy at all. Imagine what a man might do if he found a ”cell phone” that allowed him to dial into the heads and the private thoughts of anyone on earth. The temptation to choose a target at random and start spying on or abusing that person would be enormous, almost irresistable. It could become a sick and twisted hobby, a guilty pleasure very quickly. Put into the hands of a secret police unit, the potential for abusing such technology is even more chilling. 

In Your Darkest Hour, You Are Watched Over

Yahoo 2-28-2012 
Even though you can't quite see the signals, you know they're out there -- so open up your intuitive side and let the subliminal communications in! Things should start to get really interesting tonight. 

Scorpio Rising


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TheArtofHappi... пишет:

2423 days назад
This Lifetime (And Maybe Next Lifetime, Too)

Born To Be A Freedom Fighter


augusts пишет:

2578 days назад
..sorry sweetheart I cannot send the link I'm just listening to now ..but the artist is Norwegian, her name is ANE BRUN, and song listening to just now on my stereo is 'true colors' ..and I was thinking of you;) ..if you have tech skills, and bother, please figure it out;)

augusts пишет:

2579 days назад
..hehe, we'll have a lot of fum this summer I understand;) ,,comments make me giggle;)

prettyboy209 пишет:

2632 days назад
thank u...
I have always loved looking at her. she captivated me from the first moment I saw her.
A true legend 

BanDirectEner... пишет:

2695 days назад
Last night Iwas out shopping for my nephew with my twin and riding around relaxing on Valentine's Day and I felt bad because I wasn't on a date but, some lonely mother fucker left me a 'fuck you' comment. And it would've been perfect with a little satellite rape-nightmare(blue beam project). Then I would've woken up like "AAGGGHHH OMG....fuck me?" laughing out loud while typiing "laughing out loud")

BanDirectEner... пишет:

2695 days назад
I haven't added any of my Bling's to groups which is why they have 1 rating so, my Stan (Eminem song) below is a stalker. Hate and admiration can be the same thing.
"The White House is collecting and storing comments and videos placed on its social-networking sites such as Facebook, Twitter and YouTube without notifying or asking the consent of the site us, a failure that appears to run counter to President Obama’s promise of a transparent government and his pledge to protect privacy.."

BanDirectEner... пишет:

2695 days назад
Police ‘encouraged’ to hack more:

MySpace Is The Trojan Horse Of Internet Censorship:

The Pentagon admitted that they would engage in psychological warfare and cyber attacks on 'enemy' Internet websites in an attempt to shut them down. The fact that the NSA surveillance program spied on 5,000 Americans tells us that the enemy is the alternative media

JCL2916 пишет:

2695 days назад
fuck you

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